Crying Water Witch

Every artist who drew a fanart of Lapis: I drew Lapis smiling because she deserves to be happy! 
Me: LOL.
I do believe so deserve to be happy but first she and anyone else one this show need to understand that she was wrong and her actions have hurt Jasper and more people and gems in the show. 
I am really really sorry for the lack of posts lately. I'm having a really bad time and when I draw it's NSFW so I can distract myself (Because drawing NSFW is more complicated because of the anatomy and it's easier to come up with ideas).
I had a fight with someone I used to think as a close friend because I don't share my feeling and she is the only one who talks about it. She decided she is kicking away all of the "non-sharing people" out of her life, and that means only me. I've talked to her mother and to her best friend and both of them told me that eventually she will start talking with me again (but I don't know when). 
That's why I drew Lapis. She isn't one of my favorite gems yet I still can relate to her. I relate to the way she "holds everything". I don't mean holding Malactice down, I mean the way she holds her emotions. 
After everything she had been through she didn't cry at all. Except one time, in the episode "Chille Tid" where she let all of her emotions to get out.
That's why I find her as a relatable character. I do the same thing, I don't share my feeling but when I feel bad I just walk until I forget about it (despite the fact it doesn't work). 
I just really hope she will start talking to me again